The oh so private BeyoncÃ©, is finally opening up about her miscarriage with hubby, Jay-Z.
Back when Blue Ivy, the couplesâ first child was born, the rapper revealed in the song âGloryâ that the pair had experienced a tragic loss â and now his wife is finally revealing some personal details.
According to Us Weekly, Bey opens up in her new HBO documentary and calls the loss âthe saddest thing Iâve ever been through.â
According to the mag, she said:Â âAbout two years ago, I was pregnant for the first time,â the Grammy winner says in one scene. âAnd I heard the heartbeat, which was the most beautiful music I ever heard in my life.â
âI picked out names,â BeyoncÃ© recalls. âI envisioned what my child would look like . . . I was feeling very maternal.â
According to the mag, it was in the early that she learned of the horrible news. âI flew back to New York to get my check up â and no heartbeat,â she said. âLiterally the week before I went to the doctor, everything was fine, but there was no heartbeat.â
Just like any superstar, Bey says that she dealt with the loss in the only way that she knew how â in the studio.
âI went into the studio and wrote the saddest song Iâve ever written in my life,â she said.
No word on what the track is but she continued on to say, âAnd it was actually the first song I wrote for my album. And it was the best form of therapy for me, because it was the saddest thing Iâve ever been through.â
âBeing pregnant was very much like falling in love.
âYou are so open. You are so overjoyed. Thereâs no words that can express having a baby growing inside of you, so of course you want to scream it out and tell everyone.â